1080p/60fps D/L: http://ecchi.iwara.tv/videos/mowzofn72uoyx109I\'m sorry it\'s been a while since I last shared an IA update, let alone posted any videos at all. I\'ve been feeling like absolute garbage, and I have no clue why. Like, with no exaggeration whatsoever, I\'ve had trouble even remembering what happiness feels like a lot of the time. Not because I feel particularly sad. In fact, it kinda feels more... empty. It\'s not that I\'m always sad, it\'s just that I\'m rarely happy. When I\'m not sad, I just kinda don\'t feel anything. It\'s really, really terrible.This honestly sounds reminiscent of how people have described depression to me, so I\'ve made an appointment with my psychologist. I honestly hope that it is depression, because then I can get treatment and hopefully feel much better.I avoided working on IA for several days after this started, but now that I\'m starting to get used to it, I can focus on her a bit more. However, in the interest of time, I cut a bunch of her alternate costumes- in fact, I\'ve cut all the ones that I haven\'t already shown off. However, there will still be some other models that I haven\'t shown off yet... they just won\'t be alternate outfits. You\'ll see.
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